Blame
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When I lost you;
I blamed the world;
The ground I walked on;
The air I breathed;
The spirits around me;
The spirits who cared so much for me;
Asking myself "why me?";
Imagining those smiles I wanted so hard to see;
Imagining those hugs and kisses I wanted so hard to feel;
Imagining those words I wanted so hard to hear;
Beating myself up;
Beating those who surround me taunting me with the spirits they carry and love;
Crying out for the love I wanted so hard;
At night I cry;
At day I still cry;
I can't stop my soul, my heart from hurting;
Asking myself "Why? Why, can't you give it back to me?";
I sit here at night;
You come to me in open dreams;
You tell me to let go;
I try so hard;
But it's too hard;
It hurts so much;
You tell me it's okay;
You tell me it's no one's fault;
You tell me you'll always be here in heart and soul.


By: Desire's Heart aka Chy